what i would say if i had the balls to say it...

So here I am, and I guess that you could say that I am a bit confused. I want to be the hero and save everyone from everything...but I cant... I am so sick and tired of people thinking that the world revolves around them. You know...I figured that after the 3rd, 4th, and 5th time that you did the same thing over and over, and it didn't turn out the way that you wanted it to...that you would just give up and realize that your children were more important..but obviously not...i think that it is pathetic that you constantly put yourself through all of this bull, and you know that there is something more out there...but no...you had to go and do it again...all i can say that you are probably the most deranged person that I know...gah..I cant believe that i still have anything to say to you...i wish so bad that i could quit and come back to fix everything that you have screwed up...because you are never going to get yourself together and make sure that everything is OK for her...you would rather screw the milk man before you would care about how it affected anyone else...