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Friday, October 23, 2009

Take A Stand!

Why do we fight for a life that isn't ours to begin with? Every moment that is generously given to us we take it and use it to try to prove to somebody that we are worth it...when what we should be doing is proving to somebody that He is worth it. Yeah we are worth something, but not everyone knows it. We fight day and night for: money, sex, clothes, shoes, our next beer, our next hit, friends, approval etc....when what we should be doing is fight for the one who still to this day fights for us. The blood that spilled for his hands and feet has seeped into the depths of the earth and to some He is the most popular being that ever walked the face of this earth. But why isn't He the most popular among all????....it's because we stand for nothing. All of our values have withered away and we are slowly falling apart. Now is the time for us to join hands and fight for our TRUE LOVE. Will you take a stand and fight for the Almighty?

By - Donna Marie Williams
written on October 20, 2009

Crush

i have birds in my ears and a devil on my shoulder

the birds have made their nest and sing night and day
while the devil comes and goes as he pleases trying to make the day hell
the birds bring food of comfort and joy
while the devil brings hatred and darkness
to the morning skies
during the moments that the birds sing
my heard attempts to join in with them
soon to be drowned out by the devil that
sits on my shoulder determined to make
sure there is no happiness in the day
the devil seems to thing that just because
he keeps coming back that my heart will
join in with the chorus that his demons sing...
but what he doesn't know is that though the
song of the birds may be weak at times and
able to be drowned out by the chorus of the demons
the demons will get tired and soon they will
find themselves succumbed to vulnerability
and as that happens that song of the birds
will grow louder and stronger and the birds
will multiply in number
bringing happiness and joy to the rest of days
crushing any chance the devil on my
shoulder had to drown out the comfort
of joy that the birds bring each moment of everyday
i have birds in my ears and a devil on my shoulder
the devil continues to come and go as he
pleases pondering any way to over rule the
birds' song and fill the day with sorrow
soon the devil on my shoulder will give in
and join the birds in song and find joy
in his heart and will no longer desire to
ruin the day with hatred, sorrow, and darkness
but until then
I have birds in my ears and a devil on my shoulder

By - Donna Marie Williams
written 09/20/09

A Story (the ending) Of Those Who Shall Not Be Named

I used to wake up happy and gay

Now I wake up with sorrow and pain
You used to be my world, you made everything better
Now you are gone with no way to remember
what was done in the past
or if things would have been given the chance to last
We say that it's over
but that term isn't really clear
It's like looking in the mirror and seeing only fear
The fear of starting over the fear of being alone
The fear of knowing that I am now on my own
Will we ever see each other again?
Will we ever feel what we felt again?
Who knows?
Now is the time for each one of us to grow
Will we grow apart of will we grow together?
There's no telling, you know they say "Birds of a feather flock together."
Will there come a time when we forget about what happened between us?
More than likely because that is the human nature instilled in us
We will go on with our lives
And we will live everyday full of jive
There may come a place in time when we may
meet face to face in the check out line
But at that moment in time we will just have to wave and be on our merry little way
without anything to say
That way we don't find ourselves enjoying a blast from the past
then not long after that finding ourselves kicked to the curb on our ass
So now that we have this time to reminisce
let's take in all this happiness and bliss
and be thankful for the time that we have had
and enjoy every bit of it
Because we know things will end soon and it will be sad
And there is no way of escaping it
Therefore we shall soon understand what it
means for us to be over
And maybe just maybe we will receive the luck from a four leaf clover
And be forgiven 70 x's 7 over and over
That way we will be able to live guilt free for all the pain and agony
And live to rejoice in love, peace, and harmony.

By - Donna Marie Williams
written 11/11/08

Was it Wrong?

When I woke up today

you were the first thing on my mind
wishing like heck, that I could turn back
the hands of time
Back to where I'd wake up with you
holding me
'Cause that's the way it is supposed to be
I swear I don't know how I'll go on
wondering everyday what I did wrong
You said that you needed me that I
was the one
Now look at all the damage that has
been done
Was that a lie or some messed up
vision
My heart is in a place of anger and pain
I sit here wondering will it ever be the
same
For I loved you freely without a doubt
You pushed me away you pushed me out
Will we ever end up where we belong
I refuse to believe that it was all a lie
that it was all wrong...

By - Donna Marie Williams
written on 01/26/08

Why are we here?

Why are we here?

Your Word tell us that we have a purpose
But why doesn't it tell us what it is?
We want to do your Will
We want to worship you the best way we know how...
We are trying hard & yet
We don't know what for
We don't know what we are supposed to be doing
Lord God....Please
reveal yourself to us...
Please whisper in out hearts or ears
what our purpose is...
Help us out
Father God we want more
of you that way you can
steer us in the right direction
God, we want you to wrap us in
your arms to embrace us & never let go
Place us in your lap & let us
help you reach the world
We want to sit & talk with you
to rock with you...We want to
know our purpose & if we are
with you then you will be able
to push us to where you
want us
Father we want to be like you
we want you to be close to us....
Father God - All we want is You & Only You!
If we have you then we won't need anything else &
we can then know what our purpose is & then we can use that to fulfill
your Will & worship you even better
than the only way we know how
& we can also work to our
fullest potential & it will all be
for You -
JESUS WE LOVE YOU!

By - Donna Marie Williams
written in 2007

Almost Forgiven

I don't want you to think less of me
I don't want you to not forgive me of my past
& I don't want to lose you
But if you can't for one minute think that I'm not going to screw up again
You know that you're wrong
I tried & you wouldn't let me make it up to you
& you wouldn't trust me
I tried to tell you but you wouldn't listen to me
I wanted to make things right
But that wasn't good enough for you
You wanted me to relive all the pain
& put me through more than what the actual events caused
I wanted to forgive, I tried & did at one point
& then you had to go and do it again
What's the point in saying that you are going to do one thing
& then not do it
but end up doing the exact opposite
That's when it gets really hard to say
I forgive you...
I am supposed to love you
Not only because of who you are
But because God tells me that I have to
I want to have a good relationship with you like so many others that I know
I wish that I could have you back, but someone else has a hold of you
& now fills that place where I once stood
& no matter how hard I try I will never have your approval
& the love that I am supposed to have from you
& in case you didn't catch the drift...
Daddy I'm talking about you

By - Donna Marie Williams
written in 2007

What WAS, What IS, & What IS TO COME!

Wanting to die is one thing, but knowing your're going to die is another...


Having a heart big enough to love everyone and big enough for every burden to be carried is something else...

To know that even before the creation of the earth that your one and only child will eventually go and die for every other person that you created is unimaginable...

Seeming as if you are coming across harsh but doing it for His own good was the hardest thing that could be done...

And yet the earth was formed
man was created
sin was developed

Jesus came,
died,
and rose again and is coming back just for you and me!!!

Even if I were the only person on Earth I know that He still would have
come,
died,
and rose again...

So if you ever think that no one cares, loves, or has done anything for you, just remember what Jesus did as Calvary on the cross for you and that you are very special....

:] By - Donna Marie Williams
written in 2007