Homesick

There have been times when I thought that I was homesick, but never have I felt like I have been feeling over the past few days. You know the words to the song Homesick by Mercy Me say it all. Though in their song they are talking about being homesick from Heaven. I guess I could say that I am a bit homesick from there as well because I long for the day that I can spend eternity with my Savior....But as far as an earthly homesick...my life is miserable. I never thought I would miss my home as much as what I do. I realized a few days ago the reason for it is....that I am no longer running away from things. I came to Tennessee to start a new life and I came with blessings from the most important people in my family!!! My mother, my second mother, my daddy, goober, and God. God was the first one to know because he was the one who said to come. Since I have completely surrendered to him things have been different(but in a good way).....
I just really miss home. For the first time in my life I had friends my age, and I had completely moved away from doing things for attention. And then I just up and move. Sometimes I question myself, but then I have to stop and remind myself that I am not only questioning myself but I am questioning God. Because he is the one who sent me here. I know that I have no reason to doubt him, or myself for that matter. It is just so hard being here knowing that I cant look forward to seeing any of my family or friends anytime soon. I really miss church and everyone there....
But on the brighter side of things, I am going to church this Sunday, and I am super stoked. Hopefully I can find a temporary home church until I go back home. I am also working on getting my license!!!! So once I do that, then hopefully I can drive home.... :) My only issue with that would be driving over a mountain....but with a lot of prayer and major faith, I believe that I can do it.....
Well I am going to go for now, but I will be back and hopefully next time I wont be as homesick....

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